January 2010
16 posts
Another day another chance to make things right
Couldn’t sleep and had this on my mind… Recently me and a friend when headed over to Trinity University to see a event with the guest being a lady from the black panther… During the car ride we talk about death and how he and he’s ex girlfriend their dad died in another country… It was a deep conversation that had me thinking alot about my parent and how I sometimes take them for granted… God I...
Happy Dr. Martin Luther King Jr. Day
“An individual has not started living until he can rise above the narrow confines of his individualistic concerns to the broader concerns of all humanity.”
-Martin Luther King, Jr.
A day is not enough to give gratitude to the man who stood up against fear to stand up for what he believed in and change the world. To give hope to the countless man and woman in the world that one...
MLK + 2 Women Really?!
First off I want to take time out to appreciate today’s honoree, Martin Luther King Jr., for without him many of our luxories and pleasures would be no more. But back to the muthaeffin matter at hand… It was said that on MLK’s last night of living that he spent it by having sex with 2 women?
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wtf?! Mr. Ihaveadream, a influential character of our time, one...
Why u so obsessed wit me.. boy i wana know...
Actual snippets of a email conversation with a lame ass ex from 5 years ago. Keep in mind emails have been goin on like this for about 3 yrs now.
Chris: i asked u if u were in a relationship i did not ask u what u doing and im not harrassing u why u gotta say things like dat against me
Me: cuz ure freakin me annoyin u keep askin me da same dang questions and u only gon get da same damn answers. no
Chris: u said too much it dont take all dat talking u doin i got it
Me: obviously u dont and never will cuz u keep askin
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Chris: can we hangout ima give u 20 and pay 4u please.
Me: stop emailing me so damn much. Chris u are a strate up bug a boo, when will u ever learn u are annoying and if someone doesnt reply to ur attempts then obviously they dont want to talk to u.. duh! get a clue, better yet get a life and leave me alone. U really piss me off thats why i dont say much or reply cuz if i do its gona be sumtin mean but u seem to not get it.. the past is the past so leave it where its at cuz we're are not getting any closer.. u really know how to make someone mad and u just dont understand. dont worry bout what i do or any of that. stay in ur own world and find some other female in ur life to harass. im at a point in my life where this friviolous semi- association is totally pointless. this is why i never gave u my number again cuz u just dont know how to freakin stop.. chances are u mite be crazy. go get that checked out. i dont know how many times i have to tell u to leave me alone.. no one wants to be bothered by u cant u see not me, airrea, or her mom. just leave well enuff alone and move on already.. grow, mature, hell do some ish just do it not wit me in ur life. ur too old to be acting like a lil obsessed boy. u too damn emotional and could never be man enuff for me. at this point i dont even want u as a friend cuz all u do is anger me. u really need to wisen up and learn from this so u dont mess up wit other females. Step your game up. sumtin should tell u that sumtin is wrong with the way u come off to females if u still single and aint gettin pussy cuz u do look good but ur whole head is f'ed up. seek counseling or sumtin. get help and leave me be
Chris (obsessor): hey do u still have da same address i wanna send u sumtin ?
Me: yea
Chris: how much u need ?
Me: alot lol. dont worry bout it
Chris: no tell me so i can help u .
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Chris: i just want to know if doing this will make things better between us can i have another chance wit u ?
Me: as a friend
Chris: can i call u again
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Chris: well what about lettin me go down ?
Me: no
Chris: ok u got a deal ill give u da 300 but how do i know if u gon give me ur num or not better yet i dont trust u ill send u da 300 when u give me dat num k.
Me: oh no what u mean u dont trust me ima woman of my word. when i see the money and if i feel for sure that u wont blow my phone up then i will give u my number
Chris: yea well thats the thing when u see the money what if u think ima call u too much then u got the money an i still wont have ur num and im not gon call much but i have to know before i do anything cuz u may be a woman of ur word but u could decide not to give me ur num and still be a woman of ur word cuz u never said u would u say u will think about it im not a fool now either u promise me that u will give me ur num or im not takin the chance.
Chris: hey dont put ur hopes in me cuz 300 is alot for me to do but u will be fine u not goin to jail plus christmas is comin i gotta make sur i get u somthin k
Chris: do u understand that its not that i dont wanna help u its just 300 is alot that i cant offeerd im going to skool in jan im tryin to save up im sorry .
Chris: hey whats going on email me i wanna know how things turnout just cuz i could not give u da money does not mean i dont care now i need to know whats goin on for real .
Chris: why u wont email me
Chris: 4 real whats happening are u on are u not ok dang i wanna send u alil something for christmas but i dont even know if u gonna recieve it whats going on can i send u somthing ?
Chris: please talk 2 me whats going on ?
Chris: diamond please come back please i know u dont wanna talk to me but please its been stressful wit out u i need u to talk to i dont wanna go witout u
i need u just forget whateva is making u not wonna talk to me just be my friend thats all i want 4 christmas is ur friendship to continue please.
Chris: just come back home i dont care who u wit or wat the situation is let me no somthin home is back in my life which basicly means replying to my emails please diamond pleasewhat u want me to send u some money i will just give me sometime diamond please. i dont even no if ur ok let me no whats up .
Chris: why u want email me thats not asking for alot why its such a big deal to u thats all im asking all im asking ill pay u just to reply when i email u thats all i want we do even have to c each other just email like we been doin im not tryin to come between u or whoever u wit i just wanna hear from u stop makin a big deal out of just email cuz its not hurtin anything.
Me: Dont worry bout me u cant help me when i need help so just leave me alone
Chris: no its not that its just not my role play im not yo man i am just ur friend so im just stayin in a friends place dont get man at me .
Chris: i dont no why ur expectations are so high wit me 4 dats not my responsibility to supply u wit cash when u in trouble that dont mean anything any way all i wanna do is email .
Me: and i dont wana email... get the fuck outta my life. bye
Chris: lol im not going nowere an u luck u not around me u would of got the tast slaped out yo mouth talkin to me like that .
Chris: an whoever els wanna fuckin talk shit i dont give a fuck who it is .
Chris: im sorry i lost it but u make me wanna knock u out somtimes actin crazy.
Chris: im sorry but u started a war wit me there was a better way tp get rid of me then that im tellin u maybe u think im some bitch ass nigga or somthing but ima show u .
Chris: how in the fuck am i suppose to go forever witout seein or talkin to u . how am i suppose to do that i been emailin u since 11th grade. whta the hell im suppose to do this isent somthing that just happen yesterday i cant just let go like dat.
Chris: ok dam it im tired of this u really think u leavin my ass dont u ? ima get u back rite if its the last thing i do . fust that 300 dollars i want u and thats what im gon get . so dis what ima do i give u 5,000 now u tell me whats it gon be ?
Chris: im gettin a pell grant plus a loan that i pay back when im done if u give me another chance i promise i will send u some good ass cash please diamond
Me: Why should I give u another chance when all u do is play games.. i dont have time for bs. And u tell me why I should forgive you after u repeatedly threatened to hit me. Why would i ever want to be friends with someone who wants to put physical harm on me? U always talk money but i never see a dime. u aint tryna be my friend. u just tryna pacify me with the thought til u come up with something else. That is playing games and honestly after your last few emails I am afraid to be your friend. U mite try and kill me one day. U dont love me.
Chris: i would never hurt u for one i was playin 2nd i would nerver in my life hit a female cuz my mother used to get beat when a was a child an could not defend her an i sure as hell dont wont nobody beatin on my mom they would have to kill me before that happen 3rd im to afraid of goin to jail an messin my life up so i was talkin out my mouth i would not hurt u or any female . if im liein i prey god stike mw down rite not
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Chris: can u please talk to me i dont want to be disliked by u.
Chris: are u gonna come back and stop being so mean to me
Chris: i want u on my team and i will do anything to get that wit u i can win but it would be hard wit out u so please come back our bd is coming up i want to have all dis pput to da side by then and i wanna send u some money money so can we be friends and just email ?
Ugh and they just keep goin on and on and on.. he emails even when i dont reply. wtf?! Moral of the story.. watch who you make friends with they could eventually turn out to be crazy, obsessed, deranged, and stalkerish as the lame quoted above.
You know me,
Diamond D.
Y cant men eva be satisfied wit 1 woman?
Please stand up if uve ever ever loved.. or just been wit a female and never cheated on her. Nd this includes never even having a thought to cross ur mind and cheat on her. Cheating goes from communicating with someone that you know digs u to going on a date to having a sex to being an item with someone else and all else in between. Are there any 100% faithful men anymore? Ive come across many men...
Selfless?.... Selfish?
I’m sorry but its hard for me to be consumed in the problems of others when i have problems of my own… no matter how extreme they are. Ima firm believer in the notion of ‘how can you help someone else if you cant even help yourself’. Like Katt Williams said you have to take care of your star player first. And if we fail to take care of our star player which is ourself,...
US support in Haiti makes up for lack of Katrina...
While looking through twitter, someone that I was following made an interesting statement… Why are we so quick to help out others far away but yet we can’t help out ppl in our own backyard. Not to take anything away from Haiti what happened there was diastrouos, but as soon as the incident had happend help, donations, and publicity were already being sent there the day after. While, a...
My prayer and condolences goes out to the people...
“Death was everywhere Wednesday in this devastated city of 2 million. Bodies of tiny children were piled next to schools. Corpses of women lay on the street with stunned expressions frozen on their faces as flies began to gather. Bodies of men were covered with plastic tarps or cotton sheets.”- MSNBC.COM
::click the picture above to read more on the story on msnbc.com ::
Sad that...
:: Heading towards Chaos ::
“And I heard a voice in the midst of the four beastsAnd I looked and behold, a pale horse And his name that sat on him was Death And Hell followed with him.”
- Johnny Cash
Was having a heart to heart with my dad, and we were comparing the old generation with the new generation. Now I am one for letting people live there lives and I always preach about...
Tsunami x RA Sushi x UT Game =...
One good time…
:: It’s a bummer that UT lost Alabama though::
New Post new topics coming next week…
Blind Side .... and no not the movie!!
We go through life and always forget about that blind side thats constantly there. Its just like when driving in a car theres that blind side that we have that temporarily disables us from seeing what is really there next to us getting closer and closer. But we too commonly use this blind side in normal day to day activities to avoid what really is. We feel the most comfortable when we...
Roc Nation
This is a little premature but I am ready for the Jay Z BP3 concert…
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